When it comes to life decisions, I guess it just doesn’t make sense to me! I understand a few thing (not all things! 🙂 ) I understand that in the beginning sin looks exciting and it is – at the beginning. I guess I don’t understand why we buy the lie EVERY time. I understand that addictions are ‘hard to break’ thus the name. I guess I don’t understand an attitude of quitting EVERY time because it is hard. I understand that I want more for myself (and my family) that’s why it’s called selfishness! I guess I don’t understand why I think something easy will be the solution EVERY time when EVERY time I end up disappointed and stuck in my old rut of addictive behavior and issues. I understand that loneliness is depressing. I guess I don’t understand why I would stay by myself when I know the outcome already because it is the same EVERY time. I understand that sin easily entangles and keeps my mind from the right things to help me lose my time. I guess I don’t understand why I don’t choose to let Jesus untangle me, but I choose to remain stuck EVERY time!
Maybe the truth of it is I must not understand anything, but I guess EVERY time I think I do I get myself in a deeper hole. Why not THIS time make a change? Choose differently? Go in a different direction instead of sticking with the same old EVERY time way!
Looking for something new, fresh and revitalizing? THIS time go HIS way!